i'm taking a break from the popular social networking system known as facebook. i don't need to know what everyone is up to 24/7 and they don't need to know all that shit about me either. if i want to contact someone, i'll call or text them. or you know, just do the good old fashioned hanging out.
i'm also sick of the drama that it tends to create sometimes. it's just not necessary. so for now, i've blocked all comment fields on my profile, i'm not updating, and i'm not checking it. i don't know how long this will go on, but i'm excited to release it from my life for a while.
found out i have anxiety issues today. NOT FUN. wonderfully sketchtastic trip to the ER on a friday afternoon. missed work. that makes me feel like the bad guy, them having to go with one less server, but i needed the mental health day. i wouldn't have been able to function in my condition. so i came home and sat on my couch and watched hulu for a few hours. it seemed to do the trick calming me down. i don't know what the fuck is wrong with me. i have serious issues upsetting people. it in turn makes me super upset and nervous and anxious and just plethora of badness all around. so i'm going to work on that, and get some crazy pills for if it ever happens again.
i need to change something about my life. starting... now.